Mind and Body in Re-set Mode - Where to Now - Part 1

My new Chiropractor worked on me last night. it was a painful and good experience.

It was painful because he had to move a disk about 1/2 inch to get it back into place. The pain wrapped around my body and ended up in the area of my pancreas.

The good is from the fact that the pain from the disk shot through my body and into my pancreas. Since I am a diabetic and live in a time and place of stress this change, even a painful change, was movement away from a place I need to leave.

He also worked on nerve networking. from this I was to gain a release of pain from the places in me that had held onto it. This release was to be within 3 hours of the work. The release did not seem to come. No laughter of crying or anything. I did get very clear and relaxed and focused in my mind. I would not call it a release. I would call it a focused relaxation.

Today, while listening to a radio show that was interviewing the futuristic scientific Kurtzwiel, he said that we are a product of our thoughts. If we have positive thoughts and we live in a creative and new environment we will create a creative person that is very positive.

I have not been doing this in my life. I have never done this.

I thought poorly of myself in college, at WKU, that I would go into an academic career. I heard something say to me in my mind that a "real man" would seek adventure and do great and wonderful physical things and build an empire with my hands, words, actions, and thoughts. Thoughts would come last and the physical would be the first item. And, if I was fast enough and knew the right people, I would be able to do all sorts of marvelous things and be in the best bars, clothing, cars, vacations, apartment or home, and be a trend setter.

I appear to have focused on everything except me and what I want to do. I have been far too easily influenced by other people and their ideas du jour. I wanted to be certain and shure in my choice. Is this a failing or a virtue for a person? In principal askign questions, making plans and creating the environment to make them work should be the way for a focused person to live their life. I can see that without the focus on a goal or a set of results then there would never be a result or a conclusion.


The CPR for my life is not available to me. I have put it off and become vauge to myself.